It's not getting easier each day...it's getting harder!

As I continue this journey, I thought it would be easier as the days passed. I knew that there would be temptations (Bag it Up Weekly Album, Walmart trips etc.) but I thought that I would be less tempted by those things. NOT!!!! I am always tempted and I can say that I have not given in thus far. I know that shopping is my refuge, my impulse and my "make Schnell feel better" mechanism. But, that's not a good thing. Any time you use something external as a self soother, it's not good at all. I don't think that I will ever give up shopping completely because I enjoy bargain hunting and it is fun especially with my mommy and my bff. However, I will take this opportunity to gain perspective on my habits and watch for the triggers so that it is not a soothing mechanism and I consider my overall financial picture before I make a purchase.  I will also do my laundry more often so I have the benefit of seeing all the great stuff I have in my closet. Finally, I will consider getting rid of things that I don't wear so that my closet is organized to see the great items that I have and enjoy. I take really good care of my clothing and so I know that I can bless someone with items that are taking up space. As one of my student's Toni would say, "it's time for me to open the Schnell boutique and share some of those items". Shoes to be included. LOL

Two of my favorite people that I miss very much! Not blog related but it's my blog so I can do what I want. LOL